Stopping the band from transcending, as he played guitar and vocals. M. played drums, Izm. played bass and mixed recordings.
Nhzv. played guitar and vocals also. Nihiliztikvoid, later, made a Depressive Funeral Ambient-like project named " Suicidal Neverending Hopelessness " dealing with themes From: Emotions, Happiness, Innocence, Love, Friendship, Hope, Meaning in Life, Imagination and Beautiful Past... To: Depression, Self-harm, Hopelessness, Worthlessness of Life, Tragic Experiences, Unmotivation, Pain, Inner Suffering and Suicide. ...After sudden changes in life, after meeting love, after seeing death in front of him. He decided to create " beautiful:emptiness " , which differs of Suicidal Neverending Hopelessness (SNH) in concept and purpose (most), and musically. In SNH one can perceive total negativism.
...Lost Innocence, Lost Happiness, Childhood Oppressed, Desolated Soul... In deed, all titles refer to depressive events, literally or metaphorically. The purpose is to express a desire to build a Funeral to oneself, end up everything in life... Deserving to be death because one loves oneself (which ironically in SNH is described as the salvation of the act of Living (or suffering)) and is not worth to be here alive, so because of auto-compassion its better to suicide.
In " beautiful:emptiness " (b:e), one can perceive Melancholia: The emotion by seeing even the most minimal positive side of all the entire depression, and making it a Joy to be able to stay innocent and enjoy life despite it is how it is, and nothing will change that, but we are alive, and our purpose here is to be happy, whichever way is possible, but Be Happy. As the title of the elite band Abyssmal Sorrow says: In Misery Can Be Comfort... beautiful:emptiness is a demonstration of that feeling, of a literally Beautiful... Emptiness.
In it can be find diverse details on song structures and sounding. As some songs are pure black ambient, some others are more instrumental-like, and others are totally depressive suicidal black metal-like. He personally considers a remarkable low possibility of any other band to sound like ' b:e ' because of the recording methods and effects he discovered (and untold), the feelings sensed through it and its music emotional psychology. " beautiful:emptiness " released ' Tragic Dreams Trascending Towards Reality '. A full-length album in February 17, 2009.
Containing more than 60 minutes of drastic 'mood change'. Released in an underground Japanese label: Frozen Veins Records, to 100 copies in A5 format. ' Finding Happiness in Suicide ' is planned in the future as beautiful:emptiness' second full-length. Read more on Last.fm. User-contributed text is available under the Creative Commons By-SA License; additional terms may apply..
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